The inside of my mind. -

xoxorachany:

For the past few months I’ve been so depressed inside. Sure things may seem good on the outside. But fuck, inside I’m always crying for help. Crying for someone to just be there for me.. I don’t have anybody else to run to anymore. Trusting people is so hard nowadays. I wish it was easy to make friends, but its hard. I just want someone to listen to my problems and cheer me up. Is that too much to ask for? Fuck. Why am I even feeling like this?

  • society: ew thick girls
  • society: ew thin girls
  • society: ew no makeup
  • society: ew too much makeup
  • society: ew you're rude
  • society: ew you're too nice
  • society: ew plastic surgery
  • society: ew you need a makeover
  • society: ew you're not perfect
  • society: ew you're too perfect
  • society: ew

those moments before it happens, where you just lay there and think. those moments kill me. it’s like i make myself sad just by thinking. i think about my life how far i’ve gotten and i’m just unhappy with who i’ve become and who i am. i wish i didn’t need sleep. i just think it’s a waste of time. so much could be done in that time instead of just laying there unconscious.

(Source: omgitsjc)

cry-babe:

words hurt, but sometimes it’s the lack of words that hurt even more.

(via cynthiaalaam)

h0ylauren:

I can’t wait till I graduate high school and move out. I’m going through that phase where I just want to receive my diploma already and go far away as possible from this place. I’ll have the freedom to make my own decisions and focus on taking care of myself before others. For some reason, I’ve always liked the idea of being independent and on my own.

(via omgitsjc)

obesitycore:

shout out to my parents for making such an ugly emotionally unstable kid

(Source: obesitycoreisnolongerhereok)